Well lot of people might have written about love.. let me give a try to the post condition of most of the love affairs of contemporary world :P
This is actually partially inspired by a movie called ‘CashBack’ and partially by my encounters with life in various forms. You actually end up getting there after a very glossy period of intimacy with the opposite gender followed by a lot of heated conversations.
After breaking up you start contemplating what actually went wrong with the relation. Well trust me most of the reasons are as trivial as not picking up a call. However, the moment for realizing that would already have passed. Lets not get into it since many of them might be controversial.
After the break up, you can have a lot of sleepless nights (depends on how foolish you were during the relationship to open up all the doors of the insecure portion of life). You suddenly realise that you have atleast eight hours more in a day which you cant figure out how to spend. You can do most things which you couldn’t while in relation for the paucity of time and sometimes even redo them. But naaaaa.. its better to lie down and fluctuate between reality and imagination.. How you wanted it to be and how is it now..
You start noticing sounds which most normal people wont like ticking of a clock at night or falling of water droplets far away.. The hormone monsters whom you fed while in the relation are there still hounding you.. Suddenly you realize that you can on without sleep for days ..(a positive: you are now fit for Investment Banking)..
And one day the emotions get transformed into frustration which is actually a boon since now you atleast give it a try to live instead of breathing.. Does it mean you have moved on.. Well dont really know that :)
To close it I will put my favourite quote:
Zindagi mohtaj nahin manzilon ki
Waqt har manzil dikha deta hai
Marta nahin kisi se juda hoke koi
Waqt har kisi ko jeena sikha deta hai..
1 comment:
Loved the part on hormone monsters!! ROFL.. but ekdum spot on, bhai!
Good post, and I can only imagine how difficult to write it must have been, considering how much you chose to reveal about yourself..
:)
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